machine-- i move through your challenges, you reward me... i see the infastructure around me... it is too hard to break, plus i gotta keep up with your challenges... the rewards make me feel so warm inside
rewards-- it seems like my own rewards have no meaning. collapsing last night, i felt warm inside, my insights into the world made me feel achieved... yet no one understands, no one acknowledges... does it mean anything? is it real to anyone except me?
when i die, my achievements will mean nothing, but what will mean something is the very fact that i played the game... i learned, behaved like a good boy... but that won't mean anything, it